Truly to be privy to eternal truths when most r totally ignorant is too painful. How we treat creation is seen in spirit world with horror.
All my life has been a dreadful pain just trying to awaken u to this fantasy world. Our origins r the ecstasy of being in divine presence.
The horrors of my stay in your(human) world will remain with me for many millennia after my departure. It's my soul that's in pain n agony.